The Atonement

I was going to be done typing tonight but I just needed to say more. I know that even though Brylee will be leaving us in the near future I know that I will see her again. She will be whole again and perfect because of our Savior. We are celebrating Easter this upcoming Sunday. Easter signifies the death and resurrection of our Savior Jesus Christ. He bled for not only our sins but our sorrows. I know that he feels everything I am feeling right now. He is there to help guide me through this time in my life. He's also there for Brylee. I know she is struggling. I can see that she is unhappy and full of anxiety. She's started picking her lips and every time she cries I ask what's wrong. Her answer is always that she's scared of the doctors. I know that our Savior suffered what we are going through. He knows how she is feeling. He knows how I'm feeling. He also died for us that we might be resurrected. Brylee will be able to come back and live again and be whole, this means no stupid brain tumor!!!! She'll be able to have her chance at a normal childhood. I'll be able to raise her and have a second chance at being her mommy. I have such a testimony in the Lord Jesus Christ. I have felt his atoning blood in so many parts of my life and I get to feel it again right now. I think that's the only thing that is keeping me sane. I know it is true with all my heart. In the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.