Ugh!! I'm going to lose it! Brylee has done nothing but whine and yell at me all day long. I'm trying so hard to stay calm and be nice because I know she is most likely miserable right now. But it is taking all my power not to yell back at her. I can't walk into the other room without her yelling at me "Come sit by me right now!" Or yelling at her brother to get out! If she's not yelling at someone she's either crying or whimpering. I ask her what is wrong so maybe I could fix it and all she does is stare at me! She won't even say yes or no when I ask her a question! I just want to punch the wall or go outside and scream at the top of my lungs. I have no idea why I'm losing my patience so much today but really!? I swear if one more person yells at me I'm going to punch them right in the face!!! I'm trying to be compassionate and understanding. And I get it that she is uncomfortable and miserable and is probably frustrated because she doesn't understand what is going on but honestly...Does she have to be this rude?
Brylee Olson was diagnosed with a DIPG, an inoperable brain tumor (infiltrating brain stem glioma) on Wednesday, March 6, 2013. This is a blog for her and her fight to be in the 5% who survive 3-4 years. Or the rare chance of complete survival.